What's your fantasy?
I wanna li li li lick you from your head to your toes
And I wanna move from the bed down to the down to the to the floor
I wanna ah ah I make it so good you don't wanna leave
But I got to kn kn kn know what's your fan-ta-sy

Ludacris-
I wanna get in the georgia dome on the fifty yard line
When the dirty birds kick the tree
And if you like in the club we can do it
In the dj booth or in the back of the vip
Whip cream with cherries, strawberries on top
Lick it don't stop
With the doe lock
Don't know while the boat rock we go buy
Robots or they got to wait till the show stop
Or how 'bout on the beach with black sand
Lick up your thighs and call me pac man
Table top or just give me a lap dance
The rock to the park to the flat lands
That man ludacris (woo) in the public bathroom
Or back or a classroom
How ever you want it lover lover gonna tap that ass soon
See I cast 'em and I past 'em get a tight grip and I grasp 'em
I flash 'em and out last 'em
And if ain't good then I trash 'em while you stash 'em
I'll let 'em free
And the tell me what they fantasy
Like up on the roof roof tell yo boyfriend not to be mad at me

(chorus)

I wanna get you in the bath tub
With the candle lit you give it up till they go out
Or we can do it on stage of the ludacris concert
Cause you know I got sold out
Or red carpet dick could just roll out
Go 'head and scream you can't hold out
We can do it in the pouring rain
Runnin the train when it's hot or cold out
How 'bout in the library on top of books
But you can't be too loud
You wanna make a brother beg for it
Give me tlc 'cause you know I be too proud
We can do it in the white house
Tryna make them turn the lights out
Champaign with my campaign let me do the damn thing
What's my name, what's my name, what's my name a sauna, jacuzzi
In the back row at the movie
You can stratch my back and rule me
You can push me or just pull me
On hay in middle of the barn (woo) rose pedals on the silk sheets uh
Eating fresh fruits sweep yo woman right off her feet

(chorus)

I wanna get you in the back seat windows up
That's the way you like to fuck fog up all alert
Rip the pants and rip the shirt
Ruff sex make it hurt
In the garden in the dirt
Roll around georgia brown that's the way I like it twerk
Legs jerk, over worked, under paid, don't be afraid
In the sun or in the shade
On the top of my escalade
Baby your girl and my friends can trad
Tag team off the rope, on the ocean or in the boat
Factores, or hundred spokes
What 'bout in the candy sto' that chocolate chocolate make it melt
Whips and chains, handcuffs, smack a little bootie up with my belt
Scream help play my game
Dracula man I'll get my fangs horse back I'll get my reigns
School teacher let me get my grades




sowhatsupthisismyblogforthedayreadthecodeummmifuckedtonyhahahahhahaitwasgoodiwannadoitagainTHUPER@!

#_# sorry
its been sooooooooo long since i've wrote in here, which may or may not be a good thing. my life is kind of in a really calm whirlwind. maybe a whirltub? T_T its just that i've been spacing everything out, kind of ummmm *free-falling* lol stupid tom petty song. ^____^ but like. omg. ok. well here goes.

Softball started. w00t!1 no. theres a lot more people on it this year, its kinda fun, i'm getting pretty good at batting, but I wanna learn to be a leftie like Haruko! =P I could be like Mamimi and try to be...."he who conquers the left side conquers the world cheif..." ^_^

anyway back to real life:









nothing. the way I like it ^^

my sex life is....confusing right now, like all tony talks about is how hot i am and how we should do shit and what he wants to do and blahblah but its ok, cuz its tony, ya know? I'm on birth control now, which is weird, i've got the patch, its kinda annoying, i wanna get the shot. so obviously my mom knows that i'm "active" which is kinda weird, but i guess better that she knows now and not like, when i get pregnant. X_X AS IF> NO> LLFL:SKDFJ:LKJDF:LKSJDF BALH. but ummmm what else. tyler. is always a subject lol, i've been kinda just off hand flirting with him because of tony and BEN and ZACH and MIKEY. which i will now explain in that order.

BEN. OH MAI GAWD...hes a little buttraper. i mean i liked him and all but its just like. hes so immature. which defeats the whole pedophile fetish idea. i mean, it goes from like total "awwwwwwwww" moments like when he left for his game the other day he gave me a little kiss on the cheek and i was going "awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwgag" for a couple days, but it doesn't mean anything, i'm jjust pulling his strings, cuz thats what i've learned to do. lol i feel like Estella from Great EExpectations *geek alert ew* and then ok who's next


ZACHBLAH> very fun. i don't need to pull his strings, hes pulling mine...and i like it!!! lol omg ok well do a lot of the stuff i do with him to make nicki mad, because shes a dyke and pisses me off. but i sincerely think he is a cool kid. hes funny and we can talk about stuff and i trust him, hes cool. we have more inside jokes than me and gab! and thats really sad. and i love his smile...not his everyday smile but the one he does when i mention an inside joke of ours, a little private smile ya know? maybe i'm pulling that out of it, but its cute, its different than other prosepective relationships i've had. i talked to him on the phone today....^_^ lol i don't know if i actually like him tho', i can't tell with people if i just want to use them or if i like them or NEED them......young love is a bitch later, huh?


ok MIKEY ew omg ok hes asked me out 3 times and i don't like him. like that. hes SUCH a nice guy and a sweetheart, but i really don't feel like that towards him and its so weird...i mean he said he loved me and i was like *smackmyassandcallmesandyheartattack* kinda thing goin on....it was bad. i just. ERRRRRRHHH:SLDKFJS:LDKFJSD:LKFJS:DLKFJ BLAH.

ok well what else is going on? nicki and jenny are very protective of zach. which makes it like twice as fun when he writes and calls me. *evil grin*

we're gonna make over jake, cassie ashley and steph and i. because he could be so hot. like OMG hes ripped! even zach said he wished he could cut jakes head off and take his body. i told him i'd fuck him if he did that. lol of course he said "you would now" blahblah yea ok. BUT back to jake, we're gonna make tyler get him to go to prom and I'll do his hair and steph is getting clothes for him, from her brothers, we'll make tyler find pant and shoe sizes and we will FORCE him to go to prom and he will look so hot. yes. rapable even. he shall be mine and i will call him squishy, and he shall be my squishy...^___________^

ummm tony wants to screw me, back on that, all hes been talking about the last week... this weekend is his b-day party and he wants me to give him head. and have sex with him. and things. and hes just been showering me with compliments and touching me and its like old times again ^___^ lol zachs been poking me a lot too.....and tyler did today too even, whoa! i'm pokable! lol ewwwwww


SCHOOL ok well we got our WSAS tests back and I am Advanced in all categories, i even managed to get an 838 out of 838 in reading. but i had an F in english ^^ only because I didn't do a paper, i DID have a 104, but i didn't do a 200pt. paper. we have another 500 pt one so i'll make it up, i have to get an A on this one X_X. I got a letter from Pratt design school thingy. in brooklyn new york. that'd be fun to go there....... My aunt says i should come down there (middletown ohio) and live with her and go to school there, they have lots of good art and design schoooools and i'd be a citizen so it'd be cheaper. its still a little while away tho'

I filled out and application at Twin Haven that Cassie got for me, her and Nicole both work there, and Steppy wants me to work at Super 8 with her because you can keep stuff and they find alcohol and stuff. yea. well my arms getting numb so i'll stop here.

tata ciao ttyl all that crap


oooooooona

#_# sorry

PEDOPHILE?? CRADLE-ROBBER???
PSSSHHHAWW!!!!!! OOOooOOooOoOOOOOh i'm happy right now new guy new guy but i can't say i'm too happy or else nothing will work. BUT i made out with ben. and hes like young and short but not short hahahha. aaaanywhooo and hes a good kisser. and andrea says he likes me. and that is AWESOME. so yay. i won't say anymore in fear of jynxing *knocks on wood*

oh boyohboyohboy
In ohio....i don't care



people are dumb?



teh nitemare befur xmas is cool yesum it is

i miss toi and dan and we all need to be a geeky lil threesum again cuz that would be so cool


wahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think I may die
Wow I've had an interesting couple weeks


prepare for some more ranting

from minor to major: i broke my keyboard, which i got replaced but i don' tlike this new one.....i have a 2-3 pg. 4 min. report due that is currently 6 pages and 9 minutes. i don't know why its so long. anyway yea i told everyone about sturb and stuff and now like bob knows and bob told him and he says hes gonna kick my ass. like. man i'm scared. like hold me scoob.


and now. the star of our show. yea you guessed. ok well toi and i were having another one of our 'escapades', ya know find a place in the school and fuck...and anyway only shwa knew and we were getting called to the office and like...they found us, it didn't matter that we were done (twice!!! :D) and fully clothed, they found us. and a lot of people know. ok not a lot but...a few. but thats not the big thing. he came twice, neither time we used protection, and i havn't had my period yet so i'm freaking out and i hope to god i'm not pregnant i would die holy shit. but i also had to use vagisil cuz..i don't know either too much oral sex + facial hair or he had dirty hands or something..so i had to tell my mom that we messed around and she got me that shit. didn't say anything just got me it. and she found out about after homecoming about steph being carried up the stairs cuz she couldn't walk...and shes like 'well i guess you were still mobile' and thats like it. so thats good in the fact i can do anything and bad in teh fact taht SHE DOESN'T CARE. ugh. well gotta go

buu. ;___;
bahhhhhhh


prepare for ranting and bad spelling/grammar/punctuation


this week has been so baad, seriously i freaked out at least once like everyday. thursday..i don't remember, nvm...friday i was suppposed to go to the "movies' and i had one of those stupid freakout moments and told him i couldn't go because ok one its like i'm doing this because i love him, and hes doin it because hes horny, and i don't even know if he has feelings for me anymore, and all i want to do is say i love you. SO friday night i ended up goin to dinner and stayin at mandas, watching wrong turn, wearing matt's shirt and sleeping on the top bunk. AND HIM. hes gone. fuckit. he never liked me, that erks me so much seriously its damnstupid. and he like hates me now that hes all you know college-independant freakzoid spermstain damnit oh well. lmao. LOSERPENIS. urg. ok anyway saturday morning i forgot my kneepads/shoes for teh volleyball game so i couldn't play and bob was on my back really bad bout that, but i'm still uber-stressed about the ty thing, and i can't get that god damn night wit matt outa my head and i cryed like all the way home and i don't know why. SUNDAY i felt like i was high all day, don't remember anything but like..sleeping. and monday was fine. bobs back tryin to get me to have sex with him. for a pen. MY PEN. THAT THEY STOLE. its like yea, i'll have sex for MY OWN pen. DAMNYOUPENISRAPER. NO not bob ew gross nasty. anyway this is getting long. TUESDAY (TODAY DUR) I didn't do much of anything interesting......................................................................................fucked up my accounting..shit i didn't do that god damn it. we had a game at laona, JV WON all three (YAY) and VARSITY FREAKIN LOST. they sucked big munky balls tonight. but thats all.

theres a retarded fly on my screen

its wings are all sideways

freakydeaky


I LOVE YU GI OH CEREAL

wellokbye

bah
o.O things are like....super weird


like i did some bad things with a bad person

things that nevvvvvvver should have happened

but were pretty cool besides that



i give wicked head. HAR

LALALALALALALA
School started today! wooooohoooooooo no not really.

I had homework. on the first day.


classes are as follows:

Bio I
World History
Indpt. Art
Spanish II
Band
Phys Ed
English
Geometary

hehe i spelled geo. wrong. oh well

school was ok.
no major fights. friends with everyone. 'pecially teh boiz. dunno why. heh. cept nicki. blah. who cares really?

UGH
OMFG

this is insane.

Tyler+Tiff

Shwa+Matt

not in that way...but in a way that pisses me off so much i could just UGH oh well